sometimes.. we get sucked into this sticky gooey patch.. we need to be pushed to rip free from it.
honestly, this music makes me really happy. all i can do is share it. if they don't get off from it as much as i do. oh well. oh but this documentary i watched earlier... was pretty great. inspiring at least. i realized... i used to act from pure rage, love, sadness, ecstasy .... its funny how we can internalize someone elses .... opinions. pretty stupid. why did i ever start caring what other people thought. that was a bad idea. ha. people used to think i was on drugs when i was 13-15 because i was this nonsensical ball of energy shooting out beams. i'd get asked frequently.. what are you on...
i'm glad i was that way. and i'm glad its still somewhere deep inside me. i need to work on pulling it out again. its time to play.
